Ok. so about 2 weeks ago, I finally broke down and got "Guilty Pleasures" and "A Kiss of Shadows" from the library at the same time. I figured I'd rent both, see which one I liked more, and run with that series. For those of you that don't know, they are each the first books in two seperate series by Laurell K. Hamilton. The first is the "Anita Blake" series. She's a BAMF vampire hunter. The second is the "Merideth Gentry" series. She's a faerie princess. Guess which one I liked better... EHHHH, WRONG! GUESS AGAIN!!!!

I actually liked the Merry series a lot better. I really thought I'd like the Anita series better, since in a lot of ways, I relate better to her character. But alas, I am a bigger nymphomaniac than I am a bitch!!!!! I am officially libido driven, and there is something far more attention grabbing to a sex driven maniac like me, about a faerie princess (in which the world is not as pretty as most would think) with all these hot guards (mmmmm, Darkness) to protect her and fuck her at her beck and call, than a vampire hunter that gets no dick!

After I read both books, I went back to the library and got a new Merry book every 2 days. I was chewing through these books faster than anything I've ever read. I just couldn't put them down. Finally I broke down and about a week ago I tried to get the last 3 books, but I had to be on the waiting list for "A Lick of Frost." After waiting for about a week, having read both the books I have, twice, I broke down and called the library yesterday asking when I would get the book. I didn't know the last book just came out in October, and I found out that after it was returned, I was 3rd on the waiting list. I couldn't wait that long!!!! Not when everyone has the book for like 3 weeks or more! So I broke down and bought it yesterday on my way to work!!!!!! And considering how long I was on the phone last night, I took a good chunk out of the book. I'm already like half way through it. I think I may now have to go back and buy the rest of them starting from the begining. Then I'll work on renting the rest of the Anita books from the library.

Books like this, are making the suspense of reading Kristals book torture. Especially when her writing has been compared to Laurell K. Hamilton. OK, now I have got to go finish this book.

His myspace blog from 08/15/07
"Now I've gotta be patient and try to save up some money, which is gonna take a while, considering I've gotta run up to Chicago this weekend and see a good friend get married.  Perhaps I'll do some partying, and let a lovely young lady take me home with her.  Who knows."

I read the blog myself and said something to him about it. Realitively tactfully I might add. There was more shit around the squadron and he posted a new blog today saying this:
"Somehow a rumor got started, perpetuated, and eventually to the other party, the first being myself, of the subject of said rumor.  Apparently this girl dumped her boyfriend and started dating me, which was news to both of us.  Thanks to a network of women with nothing better to do than talk shit about situations that they know nothing about, the last 24 hours of my life have been the opposite of pleasant.  Apparently hanging out with somebody equals fucking them, so I must be the biggest slut on the planet.  I'm banging guys and girls with reckless abandon. 

According to these omniscient women, I went up to Chicago this weekend not to see a good friend get married, but solely to troll for ass.  So somebody is reading my blogs and running off to tell my wife about what I'm doing, and leaving only the juiciest of nasty details.  If you're reading this, feel free to contact me and I'll be more than glad to attempt to sort this out in a civil way.  I can't make any guarantees, though, especially with the possible custody ramifications this could have if the wrong person gets wind of what even appears to be an adulterous situation. 

So, in summary, shut the fuck up unless you know the truth about a situation.  Thanks ladies, for reminding me of why I hate you."

So he gets a comment from Erica, I think you all remember her. Ya know, the one I found him in my bed with when Brianna was 4 months old... "Surely not all of us all that bad? I've had the same sort of problems before and it's irritating, petty, immature shyte. The best thing to do is distance yourself from the entire situation. I'm so sorry you're having to go thru all this crap." LIKE HE'S SO FUCKING INNOCENT!!!!! He really is better at the mind games than I ever gave him credit for. He's got everyone twisted like he's a fucking victim here. Like he has it so fucking bad. Like this whole divorce thing is REALLY taking it's toll on him! Well how the fuck does he think his children are taking it?! HIM, HIM, HIM, HIM, HIM!!!!! Selfish fucking bastard. That's just like him to think that he's the only one affected by all this shit! And he has the fucking nerve to wonder why I'm divorcing him!!!!! GGRRRRRRRR!!!!!! Shit like this is really going to make me fucking hate him!

I Finally got to finish the book and I found myself crying last night as I was doing so...for hours nonstop. I even drove home in silence, alone with my thoughts & tears. And not for the reason many of you would think. I'm not going to ruin the book for anyone, but this is my reason why.

I knew it!!! She was all he could see, like nothing else in his life mattered. He truly loved her. With every ounce of his being. Right down to his very soul. And to his dying breath. 

Excuse me. Apparently I wasn't finished.